the second of my goals this summer, to see how I managed to explain clearly lol.
There is something in me that does not work, at least not correctly, and I know that does not work because I can not find really good (I mean emotionally). I was reminded of a phrase (which now can not remember who) that says something like "I hope you find the serenity of that he has enough" for me that I need, to find the serenity ... .
So I was not idle in empty inside, yeah yeah, as you read, dump everything that was inside me, undo knots and manage thoughts and feelings in each of their shelves. I found "I love you" is not such that I will not hurt the recipient's response, I found myself feeling better saved for an occasion not to seem inappropriate, I found that I blame because they did not complain and they swallow it choked me, I found my heart bruised and suffered for what I thought was very unfair, I found anger, rage and anger and I was shocked that within me there that kind of emotion. There was also love, much love, hope, hope, laughter and desire to live life but everything was so entangled with the above that nothing could go outward, neither good nor bad. My purpose was to make the waves that backpack loaded with painful things, reminded me that my back had become too burdensome. I wanted to sit alone by the sea and think of me in my life, where I go and what I want ... Mmmmmmm that I went too well: (
There is something in me that does not work, at least not correctly, and I know that does not work because I can not find really good (I mean emotionally). I was reminded of a phrase (which now can not remember who) that says something like "I hope you find the serenity of that he has enough" for me that I need, to find the serenity ... .
So I was not idle in empty inside, yeah yeah, as you read, dump everything that was inside me, undo knots and manage thoughts and feelings in each of their shelves. I found "I love you" is not such that I will not hurt the recipient's response, I found myself feeling better saved for an occasion not to seem inappropriate, I found that I blame because they did not complain and they swallow it choked me, I found my heart bruised and suffered for what I thought was very unfair, I found anger, rage and anger and I was shocked that within me there that kind of emotion. There was also love, much love, hope, hope, laughter and desire to live life but everything was so entangled with the above that nothing could go outward, neither good nor bad. My purpose was to make the waves that backpack loaded with painful things, reminded me that my back had become too burdensome. I wanted to sit alone by the sea and think of me in my life, where I go and what I want ... Mmmmmmm that I went too well: (
Just when I had a few days on the beach putting all of my part for this purpose also fulfill read in a magazine that there are two kinds of emptiness, existential emptiness and emptiness fertile, look where my goal No 2 had a name!! called vacuum fertile hehe. According to the magazine the first referred to that state in which we find when we do not know rumbo toma nuestra vida, cuando no encontramos sentido para vivirla (creo que todos hemos sentido alguna vez esta clase de vacío verdad??) El vacío fértil es el que se ocupa de descargarnos de todos los prejuicios, malestares, decepciones y todo aquello que nos haga sentir mal, dejando el vacío o el hueco para que entren cosas agradables, a ser posible cosas bonitas, que nos hagan sentir bien. Pues eso era.
playas de Denia
"La vida en la Tierra es solamente temporal, sin embargo algunos viven like to stay here forever and forget to be happy "
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